So much pain I can hardly stand
How can I explain?
None of this was planned.
I feel small,
My body left earth and I felt I would fall.
Into an abyss
An endless chasm.
Shattered, tears flow like a river,
Grasping, gasping for air,
I cannot stir.
Wounded, I attempt to climb,
Every word a rebuff,
Every second of silence a reminder of time,
“I love you, I want you to know,”
How can we grow?
Breath is slight, I feel vertigo.
No matter this distance,